I made a decision to stand up for what is best.
I struggled at every ways to find a little peace inside me.
I pull everything in a very hard manner.
Sometimes I lose to tears.
sometimes I’m vanished in darkness.
I got the strength that once missing.
I manage to put back a smile on my face.
I escaped lively from the darkness road.
I stand firmly on what I determine to.
And I’m proud of myself.
I have to cut everything that will drag me down again.
And that’s include ignoring every single things related to past.
My apology for not being able to set things as normal as before.
Time flies and changes everything accordingly.
The only things remain is the memory that I kept.
I once said about forgiving and forgetting.
I’m not gonna repeat it all again.
It’s for you to understand clearly.
My decision is very fixed.
Because it is the most difficult one that i ever made.
May Allah forgive me and you.